Its been awhile...

So the pass few weeks were hella ugly, oh meyng, i think i effed up big time, tripped and cant come back up. I fucked up my relationships with two of my bestfrieds. One just looks at me like im a bad kid now and i know its my fault, but the other one, i just feel bad cause i put her on blast and shit. UGH ! i hate it ! im sorry ! I've been aggressive lately and like, im not sure if its me or everyone is like hella mugging me and stuff. Its tripping me out. Everybody is just hella loud but i hella just wanna scream SHUT UP but i dont wanna be hella mess up and everyone looking at me like theres something wrong. Well there is something wrong with me right now. UGH ! im so stupid. meyng. im done with blogging for now.